Hard to tell but my hairs lighter now 😊💇💆😌 (Taken with instagram)
I secretly hope that we end up together.
It’s hard for me to face the reality that I’ll never have that one person I truly love. Because out of all the people I’ve met, you stood out to me the most. And right now, it’s so hard for me to let the person I love seep through my fingers.
I don't know anything about you but just from that last post, I just wanted to let you know I love you <33
Anonymous
My life has been one big ball of sadness and frustration lately. I’ve got no one to turn to not even my own dad. I’ve got one person I know that’ll always be there.. and it ain’t even a family member. I don’t fucking have family. These people in my house, I don’t even know how to talk to them anymore. I haven’t seen my extended family in months, even years even though they fucking live 20 minutes away.
I envy people that always got family around. I envy people who have family parties, football sunday’s, big birthday parties, quince’s, random bonfires.. etc. I envy people with real fathers. Those fathers that push them to their child’s goal because they know it means the world to them. I mean, I could settle for a father who pushed me to do something I didn’t have interest in. I just need someone to push me. To get my ass out of bed and take me out. Take me to the fucking beach, take me to a baseball game for once. Be there for me. Fucking be there.
But I guess that’s too much to ask for.. you know, family. Too much to ask for.
