March 2012
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This is why I don't lean on boys as much as I do...
First of all, I start liking a guy for the first time since last summer and I thought that I had given up guys for good. Until he came along and totally changed my perspective. I thought we were on the same page. But really, he’s been leading me on and acting like a flirt.. it just pisses me off the way guys act. I know not all are like this but I’d like to be proven that there’s...
Just got home from practice:
I am so exhausted and sore
Coach Nate made me do 15 push ups for making juan mistake -_-
Pretty much ran bases the whole practice
My legs hurt + my head and arms
I forgot my sliders and wearing just pants was uncomfortable. + I had to slide 9765432345678 times.
I wish I could go to sleep.
I have a lot of hw and preparation to do tomorrow for the game
NO TENGO DINERO :(
I’m hungry...
February 2012
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alyssaendozo:
Nick Jonas | Just Haven’t Met You...
OH MY GOODNESS
I hate spanish so much cus I can’t memorize shit.
Like wtf, we have to memorize a whole fucking conversation and do it in front of the class. omfg… this ain’t no memorizin’ class. I’m so pissed. Fuck this. I have ADD2daMAX~ so fuck you Perez.
dishoe.~
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Daniel: Hey, you gonna do this? *points to the paper
Me: What is it?
Daniel: College tours
Me: Why in the fucking hell is it $500 ?!
Daniel: Well you go to Stanford, UCLA, SDSU, etc.
Me:
Daniel:
Me:
Daniel:
Me:
Daniel:
Us: HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH
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I’m going to be very late for school tomorrow and I don’t give 2 fucks! Sleeping in ftw
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I think I’m gonna be in a bad mood tomorrow. I can feel it coming. Ugh.
I want to ditch tomorrow
I don’t care anymore
Softball fucks up my social life
School fucks up everything
Eastlake fucks up everything
I’m so stressed out
I’m hellz overreacting
I’m moody so stfu
I’m hella raging though
I hope Friday still turns out to be a good day
fuck.
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I'm tired of being hurt all the time.
I just want someone to come around and make me feel like all this shit was worth it. I want someone to make me feel something I’ve never felt before. Is that too much to ask for?
The fucking rain and wind though
in San Diego!
Crazy.
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Today turned out to be a really bad day. I want to drop out of softball and school. I want to go live somewhere where no one knows me. I want to just disappear. I want to die but I’m too pussy to actually do anything about it. I want to just fucking go away forever. Because I like it that way, and I think everyone else would too.
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Do you ever wonder what it’d be like if we were still together? Do I even cross your mind at all? Because you’ve been crossing mine more than usual lately.
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Respect me, I'll respect you.
If you really knew me, you’d know that after a while.. criticism gets to me. Whether its joking around or forreal. I get really defensive and I start to feel insecure and angry. Go ahead and joke around with me but if you constantly do it, I’m going to get upset. It gets old after a while and its like I can’t stand people who can never say anything nice. I was raised to respect...
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I miss you
I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I FUCKING MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I FUCKING MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I FUCKING MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I FUCKING MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I FUCKING MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I FUCKING MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I FUCKING MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I FUCKING MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I FUCKING MISS YOU. I...
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I hate being broke.
I’m so tired of being broke all the time. My parents offer me money but I feel bad for taking money from them since we’re struggling financially. I want a job. I want to work for something. I want to pay for my own gas and take my siblings places and not have to worry about money. But I’m only 15, I don’t have my license yet, and I’m jobless. So.. I’m stuck with...
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So...
I understand now why my brother moved out when he was 16. He couldn’t stand living with my family. He couldn’t stand my mom and our dad wasn’t helping. Sometimes, I want to move in with him when I can drive, which would be in October. But my parents would be devastated and they’d respond with a no. But now I know how he felt. How my mom made him feel. How our dad made him...
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Everyday I'm missing you.
No matter what I do, everything just leads back to you.
johnisidro:
August - After the rain
Hearts been...
Watchjazellemayy:
andwakeupsixtyfive:
Our choreo project! Gave up near the end and stopped going full out hahahah. Hope you enjoy it anyways~
GAH , haha the awkward moment when you wear the worst outfit possible to dance in: top that always goes up, beanie, and loose jeans .__.
lol damn jazelle, do work.
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I wish I had the balls to tell you how I feel.
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I don’t know why I need you so much. Why I get this feeling when you’re not around or why I even bother reading what you post when you probably don’t even bother to do the same for me. I don’t know why you’re the first thing I think about every morning or why I argue with you over the smallest things. I guess I just want things back to how they used to be. Back to the days where you told me you...
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I guess we’ve all just gone our separate ways. I’ve got my friends, you’ve got yours. As much as I wish we weren’t like this, I still gotta keep moving forward. I’ve gotta move on with life. Maybe one day we’ll cross roads again, but until then, I guess we’ll stay distant.
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I'm confused.
I’m so confused about my feelings. It’s like, of course I like her. I always have since the day we met. And I know what I feel for her is real because I have never really felt this way about anyone.
Then there’s her.. I’ve developed this crush that won’t go away and it’s like.. I look forward to seeing her everyday and I like being around her. She’s...
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I've been blind.
I’ve been totally blind to everyone at my school. I feel like I only noticed the “bitches” and “stuck up” people. I haven’t even taken a new perspective. I keep meeting new people that I had sworn I had never seen around school.. now they’re like my best friends. I mean, I know some people think school sucks because of the people but if you actually say hi...
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Its like,
I’m always busy when you call.
And you’re always busy when I call.
We rarely talk like we used to. I miss our endless conversations. I miss you.
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February 21st, 2012;
Everyone says that I deserve better. But truth is, you were the best I ever had. Maybe they’re right… someone better has come along but I still think of you while I’m with her. No doubt that I still have feelings. It just breaks my heart to see the shit-like friendship we have now. It’s not even a friendship. We’re just back at phase one: Strangers.
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Literally wanted to rip off my bio teachers head...
I guess to avoid stabbing him, I stormed outta the class. And didn’t stay after when he told me to. Nigguh needs to leave me alone, I have anger issues. So don’t fuck with me.
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Seems like I’ve been sad ever since my best friend past away. But I told him I’d do good in school and keep going with sports and music. He was the one person who actually believed in me and everything I did. I miss him more than anything.
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Call Me Maybe - Carly Rae Jepson
So catchy man,...
Watchlol Ashley Tisdale & Selena Gomez doe <3
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After high school
I’m scared to graduate high school. I’m scared because I don’t know where I’m going or how I’m gonna get there. My grades are below average and I’m broke. Getting a job is about to get really hard and as well as keeping gas in the car. I’m scared for reality. I’m so used to being financially dependent on my parents but shit, what am I gonna do when...
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I want a best friend that goes to my school.
You know, the type that goes with you everywhere. The type that goes out to eat or goes to your house almost everyday after school. The type where “twin day” isn’t awkward at school cause they’ll be your twin. The type where when you’re down, they’ll cheer you up and be there for you. The type that you can be your complete self around. The type that you go to...
Making my parents watch White Chicks with me @8
omg their reactions are about to be priceless.
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I'm just gonna start being straight up with...
I’m done beating around the bush. I’m not gonna keep what I think inside. If somethings bothering me, I’ll probably tell you about it. I’m gonna be blunt. And if me being blunt pisses you off then so be it, I’d rather be completely blunt than completely fake.
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Shit to do today:
Clean mah room
Start studying for midterms
Read
Shower
Ice my whole entire body
Catch up on Jersey Shore
EAT. A LOT.
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I'm so motherfucking sore
I cannot move anything. Everywhere hurts. Shit man, I feel like crap.
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Fuck what you heard,
I’m not what they say about me. So either get to know the real me or fuck off cause I’m tired of dealing with your bullshit drama.
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I'm a really generous person.
I care more about other peoples satisfaction and happiness more than mine. I do a lot for people because I know that they appreciate it. I do a lot for people because it makes me feel better about myself. It makes me feel like a good person. It’s the only one damn thing that makes me feel like I’m not such a selfish fucking person.
I guess seeing other people smile because of...