January 2011
I wish you missed me as much as I miss you.
2010 Moments:
My First Love
My first kiss
Experiencing a new sexuality
Meeting a new family of friends
Everyday fights with my parents
Almost being thrown into juvi
Summer Kickoff Concert
Getting slapped at the San Diego County Fair
Getting a guys number at the San Diego County Fair
Disneyland & Comic Con
My Birthday
Getting shit taken away almost every month
Parties
Drinking until I pass out
...
I’M SICK:
Of being in this goddamn motherfucking house all the damn time. Excuse my language, but I seriously have been in the house and never gone out in 6 days. I’m so lonely all the damn time and I’m sick of having to be the strong one. In those past 6 days I’ve cut, yes its true. Call me emo, i don’t care. Sometimes I can’t help it and my mind just goes all...
The best dancers, are the ones who are happy...
You only miss me when I don’t talk to you. Then,...
How can someone you like so much make you happy,...
New years resolutions:
Be a better person
Help out around the house more
Be nicer to my parents
Be nicer to my sister
Get better grades
Make sure I like someone before I go any further with them
Stop drinking
Go back to being myself
Spend more time with my grandparents
Move somewhere
Switch schools
Lose weight.
Read more
Write more songs & raps
Do more for my friends
Find who is real and whose fake
...
2011 Resolution.
December 2010
2010.
So much has happened throughout 2010. And as I said, I don’t regret anything due to the fact that it all happened for a reason. 2010 has changed me way too much, and I’m hoping to get my old self back throughout the year of 2011.
So tonight, I’m not celebrating 2010. I’m staying home and reminiscing and figuring out ways to make me a better person. I honestly think that...
I honestly don't regret anything thats happened...
I miss you.
I hate when I fade with friends that made me the happiest. I’m losing her as a friend and I wish that she would atleast him me up like I’ve always done. I don’t want to always be the one to make an effort just to keep our friendship going. I miss you. You’re always putting people you’ve only known for a couple months before me and all your other old friends. I wish...
Anonymous asked: how old are you?
Anonymous asked: how old are you?
Navy
For my future, I’m planning on joining the navy. The Navy offers so much that I wouldn’t be able to afford if I just went off to college for softball. I know that some people may think I’m crazy for doing this but this is me & for all the 14 years i’ve been alive, this has been somewhat my plan. So now I’ve got my future planned out, just gotta get good grades,...
You were the one made me strong, the one that made me stand up on my own.
With every cruel intention, you helped me find my independence.
it’s all because of you.
So girl, I’m thanking you.
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Sitting in silence.
this is something I do everyday. I just sit in my room for maybe 10 min everyday and listen to the thoughts racing through my head. I can almost hear my parents fighting or my little brother crying over something completely ridiculous. I sit in my room and think about where my life has taken me. I think about my family, my friends, and most importantly; myself. I glance to the pictures on my walls...
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Best friend.
I’ve always wished to meet someone who would stick with me for more than a year atleast. I have friends that love and care for me, but I’ve never had a real best friend for longer than 6 months. Throughout all of my friendships, either one has moved away, got upset, or just stopped talking to me. It’s kind of stupid how i can’t find anyone who will be a real friend. Almost...
simplyjennaye:
Ain’t thinking ‘bout you | Chris...
Reasons why I hate my period:
I HATE EVERYONE
I HATE EVERYONE
I HATE EVERYTHING
I HATE EVERYTHING
I HATE EVERYONE
I HATE EVERYONE.
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kimitos:
vibe to it.
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I'm smart.
You know, I really am smart. People think I’m some dumb white chick just because I have a 2.3. I mean come on now, the only reason I have that low of a gpa is probably because I failed geometry because :
I didn’t get it
My teacher sucked
& sometimes I get lazy and don’t do work in my other classes. But because I’m lazy doesn’t mean i’m dumb. People need...
jackienguyen:
Keep your mind off what’s mine for...
I hate seeing my friends hurt.
I hate seeing my friends hurt. It’s one of the biggest affects on me. It’s like a big stab in the heart. The last thing i’d want is to see my friends not smiling. When people smile, it makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. But frowning is like dark and gloomy ]: Like a rainy day with lightning and stuffs. I miss all the smiles. I want people to be happy. I don’t really...
Sometimes I wonder how much I really mean to you.
haleykarine asked: that awkward moment when people forget to put anonymous.
haleykarine asked: that awkward moment when people forget to put anonymous.
mdre:
I find it nice that we’re still friends after everything we’ve been through.
Truly, you are a best friend.
I love you, but don’t get the “in” twisted in with it.
Our love stage is over, I’m back to being just great friends.
It’s a satisfying feeling knowing you won’t ever leave and so won’t I.
We have a friendship like no other.
Pretty remarkable.
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Not to be rude towards "the group"
But I took down everything on my wall. We kinda sorduh “split” . No one talks to eachother anymore. If you could see from my point of view; it would be like watching a sad ass movie. You know, hearing all the phone calls and talking to everyone about how things changed and shit is really not how i wanted things to be. I told you guys that things are gonna change, and we still needa...
Im gonna tell her
I’m really determined to tell you how I really feel the next time I talk to you. I know you got a guy on your mind, and you like him and all, but i don’t really care; I really like you love, and I just need to get things off my chest. I don’t really care if theres awkwardness, I just need to relieve myself. This has been one of the biggest things thats stressing me out, and...
fuckingkeanu:
Deep shit
I think I know what ima do with my Christmas money [: I’m going to go out and buy outside toys for the kids at the Ronald Mcdonald house.
I feel the need to help out; I don’t wanna keep buying for myself when theres kids out there that need it more.
Forget it.
I kinda don’t like it when you bring him up; It makes me feel like he means more to you than anyone else. I feel like I can never be a good friend and im just friend #2. I guess i’m just jealous because I like you, I really do, and I just don’t like admitting it so I hide under my own jealousy. Idk, this shit is driving me insane, maybe I’m just getting irritated because of...