January 2012
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Watching IaMmE perform on the MTV countdown reminded me of why I started watching them in the first place. It also reminded me that I’ve known of them before abdc and I am a proud fan of them. They inspired me to start dancing again, but once they died down, I quit. But anyway, they are so amazing and I love them to death. Forever an inspired dancer.
Mamaz proud :’)
I wish I could go out tonight
and drink up. I just wanna get drunk. I’m tired of being sober.. especially after 3 months of being sober.
But I’m stuck here.
Well shit.
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Happy New years East Coast!
Stay safe. Stay Happy. Take care.
<3
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Sweetheart….
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December 2011
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New Years Eve
I have absolutely no plans at all. So while everyones out with their families, I’ma be at home either watching Drake Josh, or on tumblr. As much as I’d like to get drunk and party, I’m going to be stuck at home with my family as if it was just a normal day.
Great -__-
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Things I'm looking forward to in 2012:
Getting my iPhone 4
Getting my “Keep Calm and Take Care” crew
Seattle
Kickbacks!
New furniture
Painting my room
Tunnels/dam
Shodid & shodo time
Tird time
Junior year!
Getting my license
My 16th birthday
Softball Season
Getting a car
Brother and sister bonding
Hoooookahhhh timee!
Visiting cousins in LA
SF? Phoenix? IDK
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I admit, I’m not trying at all. I’m not trying to “get better grades”, or “make myself healthier”. I’m not. And as many times as I say that I tried, I really didn’t. It’s just my way of trying to make things not seem as bad. Trust me, I don’t like looking at my grades.. I don’t like knowing how much I may weigh, and I sure as hell...
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People come and go.
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When I'm nice, I mean it.
I always try to be nice to everyone. I’ve always loved putting smiles on people’s faces even if I can’t do the same for myself. But there’s times when people don’t even recognize my kindness. I don’t think anybody understands that when I say “I don’t lie”, its true. I don’t think anybody really understands that when I’m nice,...
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I'm never good enough at anything
Everyone always tops me. No matter what I do, someone always does it better. I understand that shit like that is going to happen in life but it makes me feel intimidated. It makes me feel like I’m never going to be as good as the others. I’ve lost hope in doing what I love because I never feel like I’ll ever be good enough for anyone. I’m a competitive person. So, not...
Watchsheenaforreal:
kaahreenashley:
heyitslenith:
The One That Got Away | Lenith Hernandez (Katy Perry Cover)
I just really like this song. I was reading the lyrics though, haha not much to say. Messed up in some places, but I hope you enjoy it :D
I started crying during the second line. Lenith I love you SO much. This is beautiful. I will never get tired of your voice. Omg....
sheenaforreal:
illin-za:
PRESS PLAY AND SING...
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December 30th, 2011
What should I do today?
There’s nothing to fucking do in Eastlake -___-
Anonymous asked: hello
angelmargaret:
I Love You Too — Usher
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It's annoying.
I find it really annoying when guys/girls try way to hard to look sexy in pictures and videos. When in reality, they look completely different than how they portray themselves on the internet. I find it pathetic to be honest. Utterly annoying.
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What to write about
I’m sitting here and I’m like “Fuck, what should I write about?” and every time I ask myself that question, the first topic that comes to mind is you. But I can’t constantly keep writing about you because soon enough, you’ll catch the hint. And I can’t have that happen. I need new topics. And not that same old shit I see on tumblr like “I’m the...
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The scars on my arms and wrists represent who I am and what I’ve been through, not the attention I so-called “wanted” or how “weak” I may be.
You don’t know half the shit I’ve had to go through. So, Think before you speak.
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Thoughts @ 2:50 AM
Damn, I’m hungry
I need to pee
I have a fever.. surrusleh
I can’t wait until my mom orders my iPhone tomorrow
I think I’m in love with you
I wish I had furniture
I wish you’d give ‘us’ another shot.
I need a drink.
Damn, I need to pee so bad
I’m hungry
I wish i was dead
Did I just really watch 5 episodes of drake and josh
I’m so...
attentionathand:
girl you know that it’ll never...
Love at a Distance- Ryan Bandong
sheenaforreal:
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nguyennjannyy:
I...
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I never expected to be where I’m at today. I never expected to lose friends and then gain new ones. I never expected to watch my dad walk out on us and then come crawling back 2 weeks later. And most of all, I never even expected to move in with him. But I guess, as they say:
Expect the unexpected.
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Listen
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I feel so empty. Depressed. Mad. Frustrated. Angry. Lonely.
Everything is hitting me all at once and I don’t know how much longer I can take it. I put on this “big girl” image as if all of this is no big deal. When really, I’m screaming inside for someone to set me free. For someone to just get me away from all of the stress and anger. I’m constantly looking for an...
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Do I ever cross your mind, anytime
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My cousins have really changed since the last time I saw them. Either that, or they just hid themselves from me, fearing my reaction. But I admit, I was hiding myself to and I still am. I go through my cousins facebook and I see that he’s got girls all over him and 50+ likes on a photo…. really.
In some of hos pictures, he looks like he’s been smoking weed and drinking.
Like...
ohsnapitsjackie:
George Nozuka | Talk To Me
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I know I messed up, just give me another chance to...
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I miss the way we’d randomly run into each other, I miss the way you’d hug me like you haven’t seen me in months.. and I miss the way you’d look at me as if I was the most beautiful girl you’ve seen. And I’m sitting here missing not only those things, but most importantly, the way we instantly felt like we belonged together. To this day, I still believe that...
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Every night before I sleep, I think about you. And every time I do, my heart just sinks to its lowest and I start to make up scenarios in my head of how I think we should end up. And sometimes, I’ll think back to all our fights and stupid altercations. And i’ll think about the way we don’t talk now because of those fights and I’ll cry because it hurts me more than you even...
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jasonckwang:
Drake Mashup.
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Tolerance.
My tolerance for peoples bullshit now has become to the point where I can’t tolerate anything anymore. I’m tired of being fucked over, forgotten, ignored, ditched, and pushed around. I’m tired of being nice. I’m so sick of being taken advantage of and letting people back in so easily. I wish I could easily stand up for myself.. but it’s not as easy as it seems. But...
I promise you,
I could make happier than he ever could.
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Some people are spoiled as fuck.
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So today while opening presents at my grandmas house, all that I was getting was stupid shit for my trip to Seattle this January. It kind of got old this morning and no one realized that the shit theyre buying for me is only temporary and I probably won’t ever travel again after Seattle. Theyre wasting their money on shit that I never even wanted. It just sucked watching everyone else open...